These past couple of months have been very hard. I have been struggling with my depression, and low self esteem. It comes out of nowhere and its me hard. All of my issues with low self esteem as well as depression comes from being bullied, but the main bulk of it comes from being emotionally … Continue reading Struggling with My Own Mental Health
I've been having a difficult time lately accepting my body, especially because I am being body shamed by people who come into my place of employment. Now, I do have curves, my curves are my muscular curves from lifting weights three (3) days a week, running and hiking. I was feeling great about it because … Continue reading I’ve Been Body Shamed
Last month I published 20 Facts About Me. I figured this month will be a good time to publish more facts about myself, only this time, I will be doing 40 🙂 I love to run and workout at the gym I own a gun and I go to the range as much as possible … Continue reading 40 Facts About Me
My love, Today was the worst day of my life. I should have explained myself better when I expressed my feelings. I should have made sure that you fully understood that I do suffer from depression from time to time. I should have made sure that you fully understood that I do not know how … Continue reading August 3rd…
I love to read, especially true crime books I was bullied when I moved to California. I didn't have any real friends growing up. I was alone a lot through my life which taught me to be independent I love to cook and I love to go out to eat My favorite movie is "Breakfast … Continue reading 20 Things About Me
Years of abuse have taught me I cannot talk to anyone. Years of abuse have taught me that we I reach out to people to talk and they ghost me, that means that I am bothering them, annoying them which is why no one wants to talk. Being in an abusive relationship, is no relationship. … Continue reading Are We On The Air?
07/12/2018: Last night I received a letter from Department of Child Support Services (DCSS) informing me that they are stopping their services because my son's biological father (we will call him John Doe) is dead. DCSS had been trying to locate him since 2008 in order to collect child support. DCSS is closing the case, … Continue reading One of the Hardest Things I’ve Done….