When I look back on it all now I cannot believe the amount of emotional abuse I had endured in my lifetime. In order for you to understand just how much I went through, how bad it was, and what it did to me as well as my life, I have to start from the … Continue reading It All Started Here…
This is a true story. I have never been in a relationship before and now that I am in one, I have so much to learn. One of the biggest things I am seriously struggling with myself. I keep wanting to fall back into how I had to act when I was in an abusive … Continue reading Why is it so Frustrating to be Healing from a Horrific Past?
My last post I talked about the graduation of my dreams (you can read about it here) from West Los Angeles College. I decided to go back to CSU San Bernardino (CSUSB) to finish my Bachelors Degree. I thought it would be easy for me to get back in and finish. I also felt that it … Continue reading I Can’t Go Back and Pick Up Where I Left Off
I have been sleeping with stuffed animals ever since I was born. I had at least five (5) in my crib, and I knew when one of them was missing. My parents called them my "bedtime buddies". My mom and dad have told me that i would cry until all of them were in my … Continue reading My Bedtime Bear
Previously I talked about just some of my marriage and what it is was like to be in the marriage. Now, it is early 2013 and I just moved back in with my dad. Scared to Leave the House.. When I first moved back home with my dad I felt hopeless, broken, and exhausted. I … Continue reading Starting All Over…From the Very Beginning