Let me just clarify that a person who hates them-self is a very sad and real thing. It is tragic to hear, but deep down, many people hate themselves. For some people, like myself, it is a personal jail and that they are locked inside of. My personal jail is full of self-loathing that I … Continue reading My Fight Against Self Hate
I must say that this year has been a struggle. I had two breakdown's this year, suffered severe depression, I also suffered physically, and mentally due to the copper IUD. I am still on the road to recovery from the copper IUD, and I am hoping next year will be more promising. I was able … Continue reading Year in Review 2018
A couple of years ago, I wrote couple of posts about the birth control pill, and how it was affecting my weight, athletic performance, and most importantly, how it was affecting me. I switched to the copper IUD by Paraguard and thought it was my little lifesaver. No hormones, no little pill, I was gonna … Continue reading My Nightmare with the Copper IUD
These past couple of months have been very hard. I have been struggling with my depression, and low self esteem. It comes out of nowhere and its me hard. All of my issues with low self esteem as well as depression comes from being bullied, but the main bulk of it comes from being emotionally … Continue reading Struggling with My Own Mental Health
In the summer of 2017 I had set a goal to run the Boston Marathon. When I ran my first marathon back in 2016 and saw my time, I felt that Boston was out of reach. Then when other people weighed in on my finish time, I felt that I would never be able to … Continue reading My Journey to Boston
Years of abuse have taught me I cannot talk to anyone. Years of abuse have taught me that we I reach out to people to talk and they ghost me, that means that I am bothering them, annoying them which is why no one wants to talk. Being in an abusive relationship, is no relationship. … Continue reading Are We On The Air?
Unfortunately, my time in Paris was short, however, I did make the most out of each day. Let's dive right into my time in one of the most beautiful cities in the world. Leaving Los Angeles: My flight left LAX at noon, and arrived in Newark 20 minutes early. We had a medical emergency while … Continue reading Hawaiian in Paris